| Location | Stockwell /tulse Hill |
| Age | 16 years |
| Date of Birth | 3/1991 |
| Date of Death | 7/2007 |
| Visitors | 3,690 since 08/09/2007 |
| Creator |
A.k.a Buuuuuuuuukkka!!!!! or the human mute/mute man
(to me dat is anyway)
Definately GONE TOO SOON.
My Good friend Abukar Abdi Mahamud was born on the 13th of march 1991 , to two loving proud parents (not mentioned for personal reasons) and a brother to three loving and playful brothers.
Abukar grew up with his parents and brothers in their family home in tulse hill, and as far as i knew abukar went to effra primary school in tulse hill/herne hill and then later attended stockwell park high school where he made many of good close friends. Although i've only known abukar for one year i can tell you that he was a very shy and quiet boy, he was hardly ever in trouble or doing wrong things, he just got on with things that he needed to do. I met abukar on my estate, the stockwell gardens estate where he passed away on, when i met him he never said a word he just stood there looking in my face as he did , coz we never had anything to talk about coz we hardly knew who each other was.
It was from then when i gave him the name "the human Mute" and even then when i tried to reasure if it was ok with him , he still stood ther silent just blinking at me. as the days went by everday seeing him and having some sorm of staring contests, me and abukar eventually spoke 4 i found ways of making him ask for things ,tricking him wiv questions, deliberatly
bumping in to him so he could say sorry even when it was obviously my fault, and then the famous, removing his hat from his head which he absolutly HATED!. abukars confidence grew from then has he suprisingly knew my name and addressed me by it ocasionally when he wanted stuff, like credit which i always seemed to have.
Abukar never had a tag everyone just ended up calling him Buka, and my sister who gave him the nick name; Buuuuuuuuukkkka !!! which made him shiver at times , because she said it in a stupid voice and shouted it from far as she saw him. Everyone or all the girls from the estate (my friends) called him like that aswell coz we knew it got to him. But because of the shy quiet and funny boy he was he never got angry or said anything he just gave a great big smile and turnt his head every time we said it.
To all readers who might of not knew him, Abukar had a beautiful smile which could actually brighten up your day if you where down, he had such a cheeky bright smile which we all will remember him by and will always miss, coz when we think of him we think of 1: His perfect smile, 2:his blush which some times came with the smile when we said Buuuukkkka !!3:always asking you for a quick call, 4: his walk and dress code,black and grey 1 ten's black era hat , black jeans or trousers and his carkey grenn jacket 4: his politeness and quietness 5:his disappearing and reappearing acts which were actually scary at times and last but not least 6: HIM we will just miss him everything about him all his jokes fun times together his funny tactics (him trying to get angry/rude) which was very funny him asking me for credit, basically all the points above i will and so will everyone else just MISS HIM. WE ALL MISS YOU BUKA VERY MUCH
Abukar Mahamud was taken away from us on the 26th of july 2007 on stockwell gardens estate after running for his life on the estate from a group of boys on push bikes cycling after him carrying what it sounded like to be 2 guns. They rode after him ending up trappng him both sides from the roundabout he was running round and they shot him once in the side of his neck. They fired several shots as they rode after him but only shot him ONCE , i have to make that clear because the press and media get alot of things wrong and make people think different things.
They took his life away for absolutly nothing, it was so senseless and wicked shot my frend in cold blood for nothing. these piss worms will pay although it was dark all was not a secret.
This life we are living is so messed up i wish it could all just STOP coz the world has gone MAD ! scince i lost my cousin Arian Julius Arthur on this site people have turnt this world into a hell hole !thats what we are living in and i hope and pray that where abukar and arian have gone, is so much better that this place we call earth.abukar died of loss of blood if i had known and was functioning right and had stopped screaming down the whole of my estate doing star jumps and running about the place im sure i could of helped him and even saved him until the ambulence got there which to me took ages, i really feel in my heart that if i had stopped the blood from flowing with my clothes abukar could be here today just maybe in hospital. like i've been told the creator knows wat he his doing and it was his time to go 4 he had the power to make abukar live or die that night and as 4 me,i was meters away from beeing shot with abukar that night and i was stopped from just turning the corner and the person who stopped me, never in my life would i listen to them if they ever told me to do something or give me an instruction but that night i dont know why but i listened to them and never went that way. but if i hadn't i would of met up with abukar we could of walked another way, or the piss worms that killed him could of chased both of us down.
His mother and family must be in pieces but knowing abukar he will watch and care for them and guide them through this crazy world. the pain of losing a loved one is very hurtful it causes so much pain and damage to the family and they will never ever be the same coz they broke the chain that abukar was linked to, in every chain he was a part of it has been broken, but as we all know that some day the chain will link again.
Abukar Mahamud has been peacefully put to rest and is resting now with allah and all who are above with him.All this senseless killings have to stop before all young boys and men are wiped off this planet so young women cannot create familes of their own, Seriously this ridicalation(my word) Needs to stop it hurts so many people and causes pain sorrow and damage to many familes time doesn't really heal the pain of these things
People need to put down the guns & knives how many more inncoent people are going to lose their lives to senseless and cruel violence
how many more familes have to bury their child due to hands of others, how many more familes have to go through what abukars family and mine are going through, this has happened to too many young people its ridiculous they are losing there lives for nothing just some sick game? Abukar was one of then and so was my cousin.
This Should have never of happened to a quiet kind soul like him.
Rest In Peace Abukar , rest safely in Allahs Arms your at peace now in paradise. Justice will be done for you Buka, its so unfair and unbelievable that you've been taken away from us and will never ever see you again.
Inshallah ,Abukar we will meet again Rest peacefully darl.xxx
Allah Yah Rahma To My Brother Abukar!
I seriously don't know where to start but here goes nothing.It's been a year now sinse Allah decided to take you away from us yet I still didn't get over the fact that your gone.I can't help but shred tears when I think of you Abukar.Although we had ups&downs , it's always been all love for you deep down.Theres times where I wish I could turn back time to atleast rinse out that madness me and you had but it ain't my place to do so.Things was said that obviously weren't meant but hopefully you know how much love I got for you brother.You have been there from the very first day I started Stockwell Park and it was you that gave me that warm welcome with your kind smile Mashallah!Although you was a little trouble maker, you still knew how to fix the problems you caused.It's a shame you died without me and you making up but you should know not a day goes by where I don't think of you and I seriously do regret what happened between us but hopefully it's all forgiveen and forgotten now.I know you propably think am saying this out of sympathy and that but that seriously ain't the case even though I always used to screw you and that after that stupid argument, I secretly wanted to make up with you because I was missing your jokes.Just didn't know how to approach you.I don't know what to call them people that killed you. But let's leave them to Allah .......! ....I still do ask myself why, why , why did u die?but it's Allah who gives life and takes life so I can't really question Allah's will. He knows why your not here anymore and true say everything happens for a reason.I just hope your resting in Jannatal Na'eem now!....Too much love Abukar ....Always in our hearts! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Exactly a year on without You ! (26.7.08)
Well where to start, first of all i hope you liked what we all did 4 you last nite it wernt much but at least we all stayed (all that could attend) your spot looks much brighter now, we all miss you so much again words cant express i cant beleive that its been a year already, shame you wernt able to see your niece come into the world, its also a shame that again people are missing to pay dere respects to you fanx 2 d useless feds dat dont do nuffin ! But tru talks doh its so sad that you aint hear with me an bein out dere last nite brang back dem memories but coz so much people were dere i was o.k even doh us girls got a bit of a fright i fout everthing was happening all over again but it was cool, i really hope that were eva your are now its much much betta dan here and it truely is lyk paradise coz its were you belong you were special and you have left us all wiv devastation but we have dealt wiv it / dealing wiv it but it aint your fault anyhow, i want you 2 keep watching over us all keep harm from us all and look afta all your loved ones and a close eye on who requires it. love you loads and miss you so much. Shak.xxx and Red antz, Kandee, Tyra, Jumz Sandra and d rest, im sure dey all feel d same. 1 luv !
RIP
u will be missed.ur gne bt not forgotten. RIP i hpe ur family and friends stay strong in a time like this. x
Always thinking of you !
Buka, lyk always im thinkin of you and i cant seem to stop, people on this site mite probably be finkin dat me and u were an item , but im sure you know dat its not even dat so much messed up stuff has happened scince u were stolen from us and i even thought that maybe fings mite get betta but dey aint infact deve got worse and when it comes down to me finkin of all d shit you ,dat nite and all the emotions afta dat nite comes into mind and dey wont go away, im so sad when i actually fink about reality and put away my everyday clowning i got some emotions boling up inside me and i feel dat i wont be able to control dem when dey cum out. i cant reli even talk 2 any one about you 2 deep ca dey dont undestand how i do , well boi dats it 4 now innit i'll bell you bk soon hol tie buks 1 love. mwah x Rest in perfect peace
am sorry
To all Abukars family and friends including my cousingshakira who put this lovely site together for him. Am sorry for all that love and miss him especially his mother. Another heartbroken mother without a much loved son for no reason apart from evil sweapign the streets, cant believe we breathe the same air as these vermins- that go round and destroy lives for no reason but because they want to. Abukar, Arian and all the others shoudl still be here with all that love them.
Abukar- keep giving your family the strength to carry on without you,and shining over all that care and miss you. Death especially a senseless murder is so hard to deal with but i also know you are in the best place as unfair as it seems.. Hope you have met my brother up there
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xx.I'M MISSING YU.xx
|| Buk's ur on my mind every day..belive me wen i say that.
I'm missin yur face man, like aroun dese tymz i memba wen u wud b outside the bookie's nd I was cumin hme from school.
Just not seeing yur face nemore hurts me...
It's Emotional...
Just Know that all of us are thinking of yu constantly...
R.est I.n P.aradise inshallah, chill wid thm angels til the day of Judgement..
ALLAH YA RAHMA. ||
Rah , buka i had you on my mind and your pic poped up on my computa i remembered everyfing again,i dnt seem real but it is , buka your missed boi it aint fair its so sad we alll got to get on wiv our everyday lives wiv out you jammin as usual wiv no BUKA !! dis aint rite ! R.I.P blud miss u.Ur frend is bk... im sure you knew dat...
TO ONE GONE TOO SOON
Little angel, sent from God
To a desperate mother in need,
You touched the hearts of those you loved,
With every word and deed.
The pain you suffered and endured,
Would have conquered a weaker soul
Your willful, stubborn, hope-filled heart
Placed you in a stronger role
Sweet sixteen precious years
You nurtured love in a woman void
You gave her love, and life and hope
And kept her spirits buoyed.
Now in heaven, Buka, please,
Keep watch over your dearest mother
And always remember, won't you please
You were loved like no other.
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I love yu!
BUKA DERE ISN'T A DAY DAT U GO WIVOUT FOUGHT...
I KNOW MY AUNTY WILL B TAKIN CARE OF U DOE MAN...
BUKAR I DNT KNO WAT 2 SAY COZ MY EMOTIONS HAV RUN SO DEEP THAT WEN I TRY 2 EXPLAIN I START WIV THE TEARS ALL OVER AGAIN ND I TOLDD MY SELF IM NOT GNA CRY BECOZ I KNO U PROBABLY LEFT US WIV DAT SMILE ON UR FACE!..
BUKAR I KNO UR SHINING OVA US BUT B SURE 2 GUIDE UR MUM ND FAMILY.
BUKAR I LOVE U 2 MUC THE WAY WE USED 2 SMILE ND LAUGH 2GEVA....
THE FACT U HATED THE WAY WE SAID UR NAME BUT NEVA RELLE GOT TOO DEFENSIVE...
AND MOST OF ALL THE FACT THAT UR BEAUTIFUL SMILE WAS ALL WE EVER SAW (APART FROM THE PARTIME ATTITUDE)
I RELLE DO LOVE U BUKAR SAY HI 2 MY AUNTY BEV 4 ME ND MY LIL CUZ!
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